DISCOVER ELIX ART HOUSE

I was born and raised in Japan, a society where failure is not tolerated, and perfectionism is deeply ingrained. Like many others, I was afraid of failure. However, as I grew older, I became aware of my artistic abilities and techniques, which gave me a sense of control over my creations. I believed that striving for perfection was a virtue.While studying art in Jerusalem at Bezalel, though, I encountered a different perspective—one that embraced imperfection and even “failure.” I learned that while technical mastery in drawing can be achieved through practice, there exists an unconscious, uncontrollable world beyond intention. My struggles arose from the realization that things wouldn’t always go as planned and that I hadn’t been able to fully express what was truly emerging from within me.

Why Do I Use Dots? During my studies, I specialized in copperplate printing. The artworks displayed on this site began as sketches I created for prints. Without access to a space where I could continue printing, I turned to sketching as a way to preserve my ideas.Stippling felt like the most natural technique for me. It brings me peace of mind—a form of meditation and self-therapy. At times, I question whether the painstaking process of adding dot after dot holds any real meaning. Yet, it is this inner struggle that defines me. Pointillism is built on "countless small imperfections," with individual dots merging to create a cohesive whole. To me, it symbolizes how failures and uncertainties accumulate to enrich human life. Through stippling, I express the beauty I perceive while striving to accept my imperfect self—a fusion of Japanese perfectionism and the values of imperfection.Each dot in my drawings contributes to a larger narrative of "unpredictable beauty." Grace emerges when we accept elements beyond our control, including unintentional aspects and unconscious influences.Over time, I’ve come to appreciate the beauty in my own struggles—being far from perfect yet continuing to strive forward, even when the progress feels uncertain.